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(*Rise With The Sun*) [31 Dec 2005|04:48pm] [ mood | excited ] Got this from Ashley… *A look back at 2005... 40 questions about 2005.* 1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Yes it was. I did a lot of new and fun things this year. I hope this coming year is just as good!! 2) What was your favorite moment of the year? Falling in love with Chis! 3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? One that I would rather not talk about and when my guinea pig Wilber died, it was very upsetting. 4) Where were you when 2005 began? At home. 5) Who were you with? With my parents and their friends, I have such a sad life! 6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? At home. (this is getting sadder) 7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? Once again my parents and their friends. (I really do have a life I swear) 8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? Did I have one? 9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Yes to get in better shape and lose more weight, I am off to a good start! 10) Did you fall in love in 2005? YES! 11) If yes, with who? Chris Gould 12) If yes, do they know? Yes 13) Are you still in love with them?: Very much so. 14) You regret it? I just said I love him… 15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? Ummm.. not really chris and I where apart for the summer. 16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? YES! 17) Who are your favorite new friends? Well my boyfriend is my best friend he means every thing to me. I have my wonderful sisters and the crew, you know… Brenda, Phil, Nate, Kerry, all my friends you now most of jonda lol 18) What was your favorite month of 2005? September, every thing started to go right, I loved my new major and really started to fall in love with chris 19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? Right I wish. 20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? Ohio, NJ, PA, NYC and umm… MA I think that’s it? 21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? My poor piggy. 22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? Yes I miss Chris I have not seen him in six weaks! 23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? I don’t know I always fall asleep 24) What was your favorite song from 2005? Catch my Disease was my jam for a bit but other then that not to much, ps they play it on the radio now, I am pissed 25) What was your favorite record from 2005? I don’t know. 26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? One it was Green Day. 27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? Green Day it was the only one I went to. 28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? By a lot we mean… 29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? Do I look like I have a drug problem? Don’t really respond to that. 30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? Is that really any of your business, No I didn’t think so. 31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? Yes but I would rather not talk about it. 33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? That I could bring my car to school, god damn rents! 34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? I don’t think so. 35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? A few people but I am over it. 36) How much money did you spend in 2005? Not to much, I should have just made more money. 37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? Going active. 38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? I don’t really get embarrassed I am used to making an ass out of my self. 39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? It kind of personal. 40) What are your plans for 2006? Chilling with my parents, god my life sucks!

(*Rise With The Sun*) [05 Dec 2005|08:11pm] [ mood | sad ] RIP Wilber My guinea pig died today. My family is very upset well loved him so much. He was sick with a sinus infection and had been back and forth to the vet and was on medication. Presure from the infection caused him to seizure and then had become really bad this morning when I woke up and I called my dad crying. We got in the car and took him to the vet but he didnt make it there. I just about made it to work on time and then made it threw the day with out crying. I am not really upset that he died because I had to watch him suffer so much this morning. My father is very very upset, I feel really bad for him. In other news i really like my new job at peir 1!! Its really easy and fun. I have been going to the gym and trying to eat healthy and I have lost five pounds since I have been home at this rate I can lose 15 befor I go back to school. I still have 4 weaks befor I go back to school. It feels like so long i think thats because i really miss chris and all my friend. I like to be home but i just done have as much here. Well I should go find something to do so I dont have to think about my pig.

(1 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [04 Dec 2005|12:50pm] Ok, so I have decided to start updating again out of pure boredom in NJ. It’s hard to be home this Christmas things just aren’t the same anymore. I don’t have a lot of friends here anymore. Last year I had a boy friend to come home to for the holidays. This year I have a new wonderful boyfriend but he is at home in Indianapolis like 14 or 15 hours away. I have come home to sick guinea pig that my family is really upset about (I know it’s just a pig) and even worse a father that thinks he’s dieing. First my dad got hurt and was in the hospital for a few days because he had done something to his hip. Well that’s all better now. When they looked at the MRI they found that he had a tumor in his kidney and they have to remove it because of its size. So to make a long story sort he thinks he thinks he’s dieing. He actually sad to me the other day that “if any thing happens to me…” woohh wooohh hold up I cant believe he started a conversation about like that while I was driving I had to hold in crying the whole way home and when he got out of the car I just sat there as he went in the house and started to ball! I don’t want to think about that, this is horrible! Later I told my mom and she was really mad that he was that dramatic about all this and told me that he’s not going to die. In other news I have finally decided to leave oxbow. This decision was really hard for me. I have grown up there and so many of my childhood memories are there. I have decided to because I could not handle the way I was treated by Tara anymore. My senior years of high school was great I worked have day and was respected yet teased for being there so much. When I came back after my first year of college Tara was so angry with how out of shape my riding was that she would just yell at me during my lessons with Marion. After going away to college your start to realize that the sun does not rise and set only at oxbow. It became hard to care as much as I used to about oxbow when people where getting so angry with me. Terry started to treat me like a little kid and tell on me to Tara and then Tara would give me this lecture about how I have to work harder and care more. For her to say that to me after I slaved there all of high school threw all kinds of weather. I remembered being out in the barn yard of the lower barn at 9pm in January with a flash light finding blanket sizes for her and almost getting killed by poor Lucy with moon blindness who I scared the crap out of with my flash light. I am just so hurt by how hard I worked there and got nothing for it. I am tired every one that teaches me getting upset and frustrated with my riding because I am out of shape. It was killing me to stay and it is killing me to leave but I don’t want to go back any more I can’t do it. I am sure some of the kids are reading this and I want to ask to please not repeat this and let rumors start I miss you all more then you can know. You are all part of a special family I grew up in. Please still keep in touch. Another thing I would not like to be talked about at oxbow is my family’s new pet. My father and I have continued to ride our friends horses at her house. I can not afford to ride at school and I don’t have a car so that make it even harder. But when I come home I have some horses to ride. Our friend Renee whose horses we ride was deciding to sell Toby. Toby and my dad have one of those special horse rider relationships. Toby fallows my dad any where he goes. Renee told my dad she was going to sell him but she really wanted my dad to have him. People had offered thousands of dollars more then my dad could ever afford. She gave my dad a special price on him because she new he would have a good home. We have been paying monthly for him and for his shoes. He lives in her back yard so bored it like nothing. I think this horse is really helping my dads health. He really makes my dad happy. We didn’t really get him to make him so amazing horse but just to have a horse to enjoy and ride. My dad cant ride right now so I have been working with him with the help of a good friend. He is really coming along nice but I am afraid the weather might get in the way. He is such a great ride I really enjoy it. He is a 16 thoroughbred/percheron. That’s his picture on the right. I am sorry if this entry is one big ramble and hard to read.

(*Rise With The Sun*) [04 Mar 2005|12:55am] well i feel like i really need to start to update this thing again. this is my favorit place to vent some times. its getting down to the end we are in 9th weak already. pledging is almost done we have on weak after break then we are actives. for those of you who dont know i am pledging epsilon kappa taw. this quarter has been alot of fun its going by so fast. we are more the half way threw our first year of college. its really getting kinda late so i will just update more another time.

(2 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [13 Apr 2004|03:11pm] I am Kung Fu Master. I like to be in control of myself. I dislike crowds, especially crowds containing people trying to kill me. Even though I always win, I prefer to avoid fights if possible. What Video Game Character Are You?

(*Rise With The Sun*) [27 Jan 2004|11:48am] i am in lunch now and really bored were going home in a lil bit woohoo

(1 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [15 Jan 2004|06:48pm] [ mood | grateful ] all my oxbow Friends i have add you all back to my friends list i took ever one off out of temporary frustration but you are all my friend and lol you didnt miss much and if i forgot you just let me know :)

(1 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [08 Jan 2004|06:28pm] can any one cover for me and my sis tomarow night i am still really sick and barn work is not helping (IM me if you can) thanks

(2 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [08 Jan 2004|05:25pm] [ mood | curious ] can any one cover for lauren tomarow i am still really sick and i got ashely coveing for me

(8 Asleep For the Night | *Rise With The Sun*) [07 Jan 2004|08:56pm] i have decided to keep this journal for just my friends list if you would like to be on my friends list comment on this and i will add you Thanks :)

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